Often in life, one is asked to make choices of the hardest kind. Choices that are conundrums that will haunt one in memory, for the choice one may have to make is never a certain one but, rather, one of faith and belief and hope that it be the right one.
When crossroads are reached and looking back can only be miserable for the path leading up to that point is not one due to hardships or challenges, rather, a journey travelled of self discovery and realising the potential of what the unknown held. All of a sudden a set of wings achieved, giving flight to the self, a realisation of what could have been but too late.
A comfortable niche achieved over many years, a settling for what one may have thought to be the best it could have been...now uprooted and hazed by a discovery of the innermost self.
....how to tally the new self with the old...that be the conundrum...that be the trick.
That be the ability to go forth and succeed and make ones life even more magic for that is what the new self has discovered...
How touch knows to feed the Soul. It can speak of desire. It can speak of anger....telling be a taut body or a yielding one...a hesitant heart assured when a gentle brush, a persuasive nudge, a rested calm hand settles those uncertainties.
The human flesh, the most marvellous creation of all time...nerve endings in their gazillion...oh...i know...total dramatisation but...it is so, and feels so, for those who are carefree of nature, allowing their innate ability to be receptive and roam, seeking touch.
How alive we know to be, understanding the wellness of touch, understanding the ripple effects of being starved of closeness or abusive heaviness of hand...? How can a key board the creator of emails, messages of all sorts via mobile etc....replace fingertips finding each other. When words have no meaning for they know not to translate interaction through touch. Eyes shut...all senses alive through touch...the awakening deep within of a happiness, maybe a nostalgic pang of longing...a reminder of what it means to be human. An aspiration to surrender of the most intimate sort... replaced by an ever building of high walls and hiding from the humaneness of self....typing away into the ether of nothingness...
"come eat me with your touch come awaken the depths of my humanity with your touch feed me at the same time with the telling of your hands, don't speak with words just tell me... with your touch... what be your desire. tell me how u long for me to yield to the passion the energy that is your life, a story told in your reaching out and inviting me into u with
i want to know u i want to be brave and surrender and envelope myself in who u may be
come. take me by the hand and let me dance upon your thoughts let me seduce u with my womanly ways i shall hold u near, ever so gently and allow u to feel the lightness of step of my happy heart, it shall be the rhythm to which my arms shall embrace my lips shall kiss my body shall mould.
come. be one with me in thought do travel beyond the realms of what we may know let us explore further than that which we were made to believe.
come. imagine our bodies know to feed off desires satiated in each others company... i shall bend i shall allow i shall moan and devour every part of u shared in your giving and surrender to me.
and... in that moment of surrender the realisation of who you truly are shall dawn upon you and you will know your own sensuality forever.
why do u watch me from a distance?...she asked of him...do u care not to come closer?...am i too aloof in my posture?...are u not tempted to feel the warmth of my nakedness?
red be my favourite colour dear Lady...he answered...and all i am doing is admiring how it sits perfect on your hips...those heels...would u allow me to take them off?... and run my hands up the length of your leg?...can i pull on the bow of that red little number so titillating and casual round your hips?..
may i ask? he said...
yes?...what would u like to ask...she said
...what lies beneath that drape of red...?
aaah sweet gorgeous man...why not step forward and find out for yourself...i am sure u shall like..