success...who doesn't want it???...

Having experienced much uncertainty and fear, as to a project i have been hard at task on, an incident i came across recently, helped me put things into perspective.

How easy it is to give up and take a path less rewarding, a crossroad reached, a decision needed as to the next step to be taken. Sometimes the influences are out of ones control and the looming dread be so challenging that one dares only to cower in uncertainty and fear for ones courage seems to desert one.
But, the deciding factor lies within oneself...that desire to challenge all norms and beliefs and fire forward hard and uncaring of the consequences...even if it means potential failure.
Nothing comes easy in life....even that which one thinks comes easy....there is always a price to pay.

...and thus this piece written ....

....as to my project...?....the countdown has begun to it becoming a reality and worthy of sharing with all.

how dedicated i shall be to the task at hand
and in all my glory proudly, before u stand
no shame in who or what i have become
wonderful experiences thus me, the total sum.
my mind be vast, colourful and receiving
of new ideas and experiences, conceiving
it knows to take me to places where the courageous dare to go
and those more fearful, by the hand take, to lead and show.

why the fear of being simply human and alive
why the need to box anything different and falsely it contrive
why the wrong questions asked and thus uncertainty rule
why over-analyse and to oneself be cruel...???

when out the box one knows to step, and a new direction take
all of a sudden a brighter world influencing, decisions to make
and should one falter as the journey does unfold
there will be many like me, who believe in u, and help u to be bold.
a breath given at birth when our mothers labour us into life
her fierce determination to bring u healthy into life no strife
no matter the challenges and the cruelty of this life u may have to face
be it not fair to reward your birth rather, success to chase?

how easy it is to be cynical and not forgiving
to live a life lost with every failure, self demeaning
our thoughts be vast and seriously powerful
why not dip into the belief of self and ones potential.
no excuse to let go and lie down and surrender
you, yourself are your own personal mind bender
do i care to allow you to wallow in self pity
not a chance, for my personality be too gritty.

so let us together a new path for u find
one reaping personal strength and diligent of mind
of course it ain't gonna be an easy one to contain
and definitely not easy from doubt to abstain.
but in the future your success i clearly see
for your path u have now clearly plotted of what can be
next to u i shall stand and not allow u to fall
for your success is guaranteed and u have ....eventually....heard the call.

RB.