my concious choice to be sensual

There is a time in ones life, when many things will be considered taboo...but through the formative years, ones curiosity, getting the better of one and thus the dabbling into the prohibited...daring a peak, a poke...wanting to find out why anything would be a taboo.

Certain instances, pretty obvious, as to why they would be considered a no-no and those are accepted and not challenged...well, by law abiding citizens...so, crimes against humanity or crimes of any sort that would have a detrimental effect on another goes without question...to be avoided.

But, then comes along lifestyles, behaviour, participation in events and occasions considered liberal, a mindset different from ones own, an expression of thought, a portrayal of self...tickling the brain....calling to be tested.
...a time of questioning...a need to find out for self what the classification of things may be ...how it came to be. A deviation from a route previously defined as acceptable....a concious choice of a free spirit and mind to follow the self.

All of a sudden, one is looked upon and looked in by others, with judgement...should one choose to not follow the road chosen by a majority,  becoming  classified as a member of the taboo society...going undercover, keeping mum...secretive...yet very successful, peaceful and serene among the masses, judgemental.

I have met a few that have changed my mindset as to many things in my life...some that society deems fit and acceptable has been avoided, for it shows to be callous and uncaring and deviously selfish, painful to many in society, hurtful and purposeful in its destructive application ...while much that society has deemed weak and unfit and not worthy of consideration, has given me strength and hope and the need to disclose as of value, and worthy of respect and acknowledgement.

And with all of my careful consideration of choices made....now i too am being classified, by many as a potential threat to prudish minds that fear words such as... 
sensual 
erotic
 kinky 
naughty 
naked...that fear the exposure of flesh, not pornish but sensually tasteful.

And why would that be....easy...when one is uninformed or has preconceived ideas about anything different to ones own way of life...then it is deemed a threat and should be avoided.
Yet. 
Wars are fought and guns are cocked and carried in arms and insults do fly and impatience as to ones gender, colour and creed is not considered a shame nor a taboo...
 
How seriously fucked up we are

....and thus i think, i shall continue with my "taboo" of writings, stripping ones boundaries and opening the possibilities of sensual fantasies becoming a reality in an environment acceptable....like home....or a clandestine meeting of two minds accepting and in agreement.



RB.