delving into and reconnecting with his erotic sensuality
...something had gone dead in his mind. Not even porn knew to excite him and he found bodily pleasures quite mundane, the same old same old sexual indulgence, forgetful in some way.
He sighed and wandered what it would take to get him back on the path of realising deep passions and lustful pangs that would make his body tremor and his mind befuddled from the sheer exhaustion of bodily release.
She had suggested a break away from his normal surroundings, somewhere where his mind may 'go to pasture'. He chose the bush.
It became an unexpected adventure of rediscovery and redefining expectations. He found himself learning to be still in his head, learning to let go of what he thought should be and rather connecting with his body.
She silenced him into surrendering to the moment...to lay without needing to reciprocate her sensual advances. Every touch of her lips was like a searing of skin, pleasurably painful, making him arch toward her mouth.
Her hands wove a magic across his flesh, a fluttering eroticism in their travel....at times gripping him hard, making him wince from the intensity of her lustful advances.
Her whispers were delicious and intoxicating in their suggestions and he found himself doing exactly as she willed him to do....moan and moan and moan....let his voice loose...it was the realisation of letting go of inhibition and most important of all, letting go of expectations...a topsy turvy of what he thought would have to happen to make him come alive again.
Her commanding, possessing, unashamed indulging and asking of him to give more of himself, he felt in every bit of her naked softness, in every nibble, every thrust hungering...she climbed, rode him, ate him whole...and yet, at no point in time had they indulged in sexual intimacies.
She had shown him how to hunger, how to want, how to tremble at what he knew was going to happen...rather than wish for something he himself didn't even know what it may be.
It was the beginning of delving into and reconnecting with his erotic sensuality.
RB.
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